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Continued from here; same warnings apply.


Day 3 cont.: Birkenau concentration camp.


My camera battery ran low when we got to Birkenau (Auschwitz II) in the afternoon, so I don't have many pictures and have borrowed some from a couple of others who went on the trip who've posted their photos already.

Built adjacent to Auschwitz to take care of the hundreds of thousands of Hungarian Jews shipped in, Birkenau was my "favorite" of the four camps we visited. It hit me hardest, unquestionably. It was vast, desolate, familiar and powerful. Familiar because most of the book-length testimonies I've read have been from inmates of Birkenau, so many of the sites came alive with the stories I knew; powerful because of its size and imposing, chilling front gate, which the train tracks ran straight through and continued for what must've been a mile until they stopped at one of the camp's many gas chambers in the back. What made six million feel largest to me was to stand on those tracks and look at the grass stretching so far in either direction and imagine the number of people who could fit there—and that was just one train's worth.



Walking up to Birkenau.





The front gate.





Less than halfway down the tracks into the camp.




Another girl's photo, further down.



Path running beside the tracks with the first row of bunks visible.





Inside the women's bunk. Something like 1,000 people were crammed into each building.





Most of the gas chambers and crematoria have collapsed or were destroyed by the Germans as they fled the oncoming Russian/Allied army.

I was excited to see the chamber that was blown up by the Sonderkommando in one of the Nazi camps' only (successful) organized protests during the war. Usually the prisoners were too weak, separated, threatened and powerless to carry out anything like the explosion of a crematorium.

One of the "killing fields" present at many camps, where thousands of bodies were laid out and burned. Sometimes the Germans had to dig up—or forced prisoners to dig up—the buried bodies of people who'd already been killed and then burn them to get rid of the evidence. Except then the Russian army found graves filled with tons of ashes. This was something we saw at Majdanek the next day. In the front are the only three photographs known to have been taken by prisoners in the camp. They were smuggled out to try to convince people that the rumors they were hearing about what was going on in these camps were true.


(From a different participant:) Inside an exhibit at the back of the camp where prisoners were decontaminated (the "Sauna"), a wall of photos taken from people who were gassed. Another method of personalizing the victims.



View from the Sauna to a guardhouse at the back of the camp. This must have been what people saw as their heads were shaved and their clothes taken.




On the way out of the camp, we walked down this path with barbed wire on both sides. To try to give you some sense of how big this camp was, this view is crosswise across the camp and ends at the tracks in the middle. It must have taken us 20 or 30 minutes to walk from the far corner to the front gate.



Then we drove back to Warsaw. Our second of many very long, hard days.


To lighten the mood: This was the billboard we saw from our hotel room that night in Warsaw.



Another girl has a clearer view of it.




Day 4: Majdanek camp.


People had warned me that Majdanek ("My-DAH-nik") would be the most distressing camp because it is the most preserved. I found Birkenau to be the most moving, but Majdanek disturbed in its own ways. For one thing, it was built next to a city, and today there are houses right up against the edge of the camp. The Polish people had their own problems when the Nazis took over their country, but it's difficult to think about how people could live so near a death camp. Even the day we went, there were a father and son riding their bikes through the camp to get to wherever they were going, eating ice cream.


Walking up to Majdanek.





Rows of preserved wooden barracks and the ubiquitous barbed wire. Throughout the camp today are red fire extinguisher stations because everything is so flammable.





There were different versions of gas chambers in the camp that showed how the Germans were experimenting with different methods of killing. There were showerheads and wooden vents for carbon monoxide and Zyklon B.







A memorial for fallen Jews build by inmates of the camp during their internment. It's said to be the first memorial of its kind. In the base are some ashes. The design at the top had to be approved by the German overseers and so it was modeled after the Nazi eagle, but it was sculpted to look more like the Polish eagle.





View of the camp and city behind it from the far side, approaching the crematorium, burning-fields and memorial.





Front, back and outside of the crematorium. The back was dirty. I don't think I want to know whether the filth was years of dust or something else.

   





Inside was an autopsy room where the staff would search bodies for valuables.

Also inside was another, modern memorial, with each stand representing a community that was sent to the camp, with the names written in their native languages.





In what may have been the most mind-bending statistic of our visit, this memorial beside an innocuous-looking field read that 42,000 Jews from Majdanek and Lublin were executed here in 24 hours. 42,000 people in 24 hours.




There's a big memorial in the back of the camp that reads, "Let our fate be a warning to you." Inside are the ashes of some of the prisoners that were unearthed by the Russians.

It looked like dirt and rocks. Only when I saw this photo from another participant did I discover that you could see bone fragments in there.





People cried a lot at Majdanek. They'd cried at the small memorial ceremony our group held at the end of our visit to Auschwitz, and they'd cried at various places in Birkenau, but more people cried, and cried hardest, at Majdanek. My guess is that it was a combination of having visited three camps in two days, the preservation of this particular camp, and the emotional testimonials we read beside the last memorial. That, and seeing people cry triggers other people.

One girl really lost it because she'd found out with the help of our guide the day before that her great-grandmother and great-aunt had been sent to Chelmno and killed in gas vans. One of the testimonies our guide read at the first memorial in Majdanek was from one German officer to another regarding the daily functioning of the vans (e.g. "doesn't work when it rains"), and she had to leave the group.

(I cried once, a little, not at a camp but at our group "sharing session" later that night. Hearing other people talk through tears does me in.)

After the camp we went to an orthodox synagogue near our hotel to attend a Polish Shabbat service. We were mostly girls and all had to sit on the upper level and watch the men do their thing. In one way, it was interesting to see how similar Jewish traditions are from one country to another. In another way, the whole thing was alien. I'm not orthodox, for one thing, so the whole separation of the sexes and the amount of Hebrew during the service and the individual praying was not my typical experience. Some of the melodies were different, too. It was fun, though, when all the guys were encouraged to join in a dance around the Torah, even if the dance was more of a shuffle.





Day 4 (Saturday/Shabbat): Walking tour of Warsaw..


People were really feeling depressed by then and hating Poland, and a couple of people were getting sick, so it must have come as a relief to have Saturday off for Shabbat. Well, "off" in the sense that we didn't see any camps, but after sleeping in a little we were still up and out and walking around for the rest of the day.

We started out across the street from the hotel at the tower that everyone in the city hates because it was a gift from Stalin. This is the bottom.





Nearby, as in Krakow, there was a courtyard with some surviving buildings from the ghetto. Again, poor people still live in those decrepit homes. The Jewish Quarters in Polish cities tended not to be in pretty areas. Then again, most of Warsaw was rubble by the end of the war, so what's there now might not be representative of what was there then.





At the end of the street was an exhibition where they'd hung portraits of Jewish citizens from the 19th or early 20th centuries.





We continued after a family-style lunch at the kosher restaurant in Warsaw where we ate every meal. Here is our guide, Chaim, holding up a picture of a synagogue that used to be where we were sitting, in a modern bank. He did that a lot during our stay in Warsaw, and it was really interesting to see what had stayed the same and what had been built over in the last 60 years.





Walking down what was once the biggest, thriving shopping street for Jews in Warsaw. All that's there now are the tram tracks and a sewer grate where children would smuggle food into the ghetto and hide with weapons during the uprising.





The Supreme Court, with a sculpture in front of the Polish uprising, inspired by the Warsaw ghetto uprising.







Past the court we reached Warsaw's Old City, also boasting a Barbican. It was a beautiful part of town, very European-looking.





The main square. Not the biggest platz in Europe, but it did have this horse and buggy, Marie Curie's house/museum and many outdoor cafés. Also delicious, thick ice cream of a sort I'd never had before and sadly forgot the name of, other than it started with "S."





We had our first free time of the trip in the market square. The rest of the time, we had to be with the group from morning to night and weren't allowed to leave the hotel in between. This lack of independence grated on some people, especially the older ones. But really, it was clear from the time we signed the trip contract that we were not allowed to wander off on our own.

Some of us opted to start our free time with a visit to the Marie Curie Museum. Unfortunately, it had just closed when we got there.





We strolled around the square instead and had a nice time. Then it rained on us, and we (the entire group) walked back past the President's house and the Tomb of the Unknown Soldier, through a park and high-end shopping street, and back to the restaurant for dinner.





Day 6: Warsaw, Treblinka, airport.


Sunday morning we loaded all our stuff onto the bus and headed for a few last sites in Warsaw. First up was the Umschlagplatz, where Jews from the ghetto were deported by train to Treblinka.







Next up was Pawiak, a former political prison that took in Jewish inmates as well during the war. Inside (where you weren't allowed to take pictures) you could see the original tiny cells with their iron doors, exhibits with instruments of torture like braided steel whips, and signs showing how the German prisoners were allotted 100% meat rations while Jews, at the bottom rung, were given 0%.





Our last stop (other than a shopping mall for lunch) was the Jewish cemetery, which, more than anything else, drove home how vibrant the community was before the war, judging by how crowded the grounds were and how ostentatious some of the monuments were. P.S. We saw a headstone for someone called Frankenstein.







This was an entrance into the sewers I mentioned before. Many of the kids who worked the sewers would hide out in the cemetery when they needed to, because the German soldiers were wary of coming inside.





And then we drove to Treblinka II, our fourth and final camp visit. Treblinka II was an extermination camp rather than a labor camp, so there were never any barracks here, only killing machinery. The whole thing was destroyed at the end of the war, and there's nothing left now but clearings with memorials. If it weren't for a few witness accounts, people might never have known about what happened there. As our guide said, it makes you wonder whether there are still undiscovered mass graves out there in the countryside.

The memorial leading up to the main field was designed to look like giant train tracks.





You could see the path of the tracks better as you headed back afterwards.



The main memorials at Treblinka were fields of stones, each one representing a village, town or city whose Jews were exterminated at Treblinka.

There were a lot of stones.







Some people got teary at Treblinka too (although most of them were emotionally and physically worn out and complaining about having to visit another camp). This time it turned out that one of the girls' grandfather had escaped being killed there by hiding with a non-Jewish Polish family with his two brothers, one of whom made it out of the country with him. The other brother wasn't so lucky. Her grandfather had written a book about it, and our trip leader, who'd skimmed it on the plane and bus, told us about it while we stood by the stone representing the grandfather's town.




And then we drove to the airport and flew to Israel, where people stopped being depressed and started having fun. Israel was fun, and it was beautiful, but I enjoyed myself in Poland as well, if that's the right word for it. While I didn't feel very much while I was there, which was uncomfortable when we had our "sharing sessions," I was fascinated by the camps, seeing in person what I'd learned about, and grateful to have been able to visit them. Like our guide or team leader said at some point, visiting the camps made us in some way witnesses to the Holocaust, an especially important point now that the last survivors are nearing the ends of their lives. I chose this trip from among all the Taglit-Birthright options because I wanted to see the camps, so at this point I was satisfied and Israel was like a tacked-on bonus.

Which we will talk about another night...

ETA: here.

Date: Jul. 15th, 2008 02:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] purridot.livejournal.com
The feeling and artistry that went into those incredible memorials was so moving. But the first hand evidence you showed was so horribly, well, horrible, because to design such camps in the first place is so deranged, and to build them with such matter-of-fact efficiency is terrifying.

I can't even imagine being able to go there, as you did...

I feel a bit too for the Polish people, having to deal with so much aftermath from the war. That billboard was cheering in a way -- sort of a symbol that attitudes can change, you know?

Oddly enough, my father's family emigrated to Canada from the area around Krakow about 1929.

Date: Jul. 15th, 2008 07:35 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] bironic.livejournal.com
One of the things I'm disappointed about about this trip, although I understand why it was the case, was the lack of education and time spent on the non-Jewish Polish citizenry now or during the war. We did not learn about or experience that culture at all during our time there, being focused as we were on the Jews' story, beyond a few mentions of how (a) the Poles too were suppressed by the Germans during the war and (b) the Russians liberated the country and then "forgot to leave" (as our guide put it). The attitudes of the population is something I would like to look into on my own now that we're back.

Date: Jul. 15th, 2008 08:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elynittria.livejournal.com
I suggest Forgotten Holocaust: The Poles Under German Occupation (http://www.amazon.com/Forgotten-Holocaust-German-Occupation-1939-1944/dp/0781809010/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1216154214&sr=1-1) by Richard Lukas, and Rising '44: The Battle for Warsaw (http://www.amazon.com/Rising-44-Battle-Norman-Davies/dp/0143035401/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1216154291&sr=1-1) by Norman Davies. The first book is more on-topic, whereas the second book touches on relations between non-Jewish and Jewish Poles mostly in passing but is a totally fascinating book.

Date: Jul. 15th, 2008 08:57 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] bironic.livejournal.com
Oh, excellent - thank you.

Date: Jul. 15th, 2008 03:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] synn.livejournal.com
Even the day we went, there were a father and son riding their bikes through the camp to get to wherever they were going, eating ice cream.


That is truly disturbing. Not that everything else isn't, but I'm guessing you know what I mean.

And I think the Stone memorial above is the most effective, for me, in getting accross the millions killed, to look at a memorial that vast and say, okay, now remember that each of these stones isn't an individual, but a whole town or city -- and that total is only a portion of the ultimate total.


Date: Jul. 16th, 2008 01:09 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] bironic.livejournal.com
It's like focusing on one person, and then zooming out, and zooming out again, and hoping that you can maintain, just for a few seconds, the idea of six million before it becomes incomprehensible again.

Date: Jul. 15th, 2008 03:36 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] nightdog-barks.livejournal.com
I'm going to echo [livejournal.com profile] synn here and say "Auden."

About suffering they were never wrong,
The Old Masters; how well, they understood
Its human position; how it takes place
While someone else is eating or opening a window or just walking dully along ...


Musee des Beaux Arts

I had to look at the photos of the stones for a long time. They've done a good job with them -- they very much resemble the ancient Standing Stones found all over Europe, for whatever that's worth.

Such an amazing, valuable post. ♥

Date: Jul. 16th, 2008 01:13 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] bironic.livejournal.com
I remember reading that poem in school, and never thought to apply it to the Holocaust like this. Wow.

Date: Jul. 15th, 2008 08:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jadesfire.livejournal.com
Thank you so much for these pictures and the stories that go along with them. It sounds like an incredible trip, moving and thought-provoking, and the way that some of the people in your group had personal connections to these places had *me* in tears (I mean, I cry at adverts on the TV, but still...). It's so huge to make these things personal, and while it sounds intense, it also sounds worth it. I can't begin to comment in detail because I keep welling up and I need to catalogue books this morning *hunts for tissue*

Thanks for sharing them with us.

Date: Jul. 16th, 2008 01:21 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] bironic.livejournal.com
Thank you for reading.

The next few posts will be a lot lighter, I promise.

Date: Jul. 15th, 2008 01:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] roga.livejournal.com
I feel kind of sad that after all these years, I can't remember what affected more on my trip, Auschwitz or Majdanek, or maybe something else. I remember that finding my grandfather's hometown's memorial headstone in Treblinka (where half of his family died) without a map felt like an honest to god miracle. And I remember crying once, in one of the camps, when they showed up the stone table one which gold teeth were extracted from bodies, with slits in the side to let the blood flow out; I suspect I may have cried because my teacher cried too, and yeah, when other people cry it influences you.

Anyway. I wouldn't object to taking a similar tour again when I'm an adult (like, a real one), to help keep the memories fresh. It's so easy to forget.

Date: Jul. 16th, 2008 01:18 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] bironic.livejournal.com
Was it the autopsy table at Majdanek? A couple of the girls took pictures of it: http://rachelzamoiski.smugmug.com/gallery/5366941_ZVxiY#328604826_Swdj7 and http://picasaweb.google.com/rsrollo/BirthrightIsraelMarchOfTheLiving2008/photo#5221201952952718466

...I should probably leave the rest of the replies until tomorrow, since I'm so tired I can hardly think.

Date: Jul. 15th, 2008 04:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] euclase.livejournal.com
Wow. I don't really know what to say. Am not of Jewish descent, but your two posts--this set and the previous set of photos--are striking in a way I can't really describe. I'm so glad you shared your trip. A lot of these remind me of the Holocaust museum in Washington, but no where near the scale or magnitude (duh, because you're there), but if the feelings you got were anything like the feelings I got at the former, then I can only imagine how harrowing the trip must have been. Horror needn't be overstated to be effective, yeah?

I am wondering what the blue jackets were about, though. I see a few folks wearing those.

And, as an aside, I really like that marketplace photo. Because... shiny. :)

Thanks for sharing these, babe. <3

Date: Jul. 16th, 2008 01:11 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] bironic.livejournal.com
You're very welcome.

The easy part of the reply to your comment is that everyone on the trip was given a blue March of the Living jacket and backpack in Poland and a water bottle holder and t-shirt in Israel. Those are the jackets you can see in the Warsaw and Treblinka photos, when it was chilly and a little drizzly.

if the feelings you got were anything like the feelings I got at the former, then I can only imagine how harrowing the trip must have been.

Oddly, I felt very ... flat, for the most part, when we were at the camps. Intellectually I knew that what went on there was horrifying, but I didn't feel it so much. I wonder(ed) what, if anything, would incite a reaction like many of the other participants were showing, and I thought maybe it had to do with stories. I engage with the world most personally through stories, which is maybe why reading Elie Wiesel and Primo Levi etc. hit me harder than standing on the grounds, and why thinking of what they said made those grounds come alive.

As I mentioned to ahab99 in the other post, people were saying that the Washington museum was more affecting than Yad Vashem in Jerusalem -- I haven't been to the DC museum and would like to see not only how the two museums compare but how it compares to the camps.

Sorry if this makes no sense; I'm going a little cross-eyed here with sleepiness.

Date: Jul. 15th, 2008 04:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] topaz-eyes.livejournal.com
Like our guide or team leader said at some point, visiting the camps made us in some way witnesses to the Holocaust, an especially important point now that the last survivors are nearing the ends of their lives.

I think this is the message that needs to be spread everywhere, to everyone. Such incredible photos. Thank you.

Date: Jul. 15th, 2008 07:15 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] bironic.livejournal.com
Thank you. I'm really moved by people's curiosity and reactions here.

One thing I wish is that more people had the opportunity to go on trips like this -- and that, like in Israel, it were more common, even mandatory, to go. (I believe that in 11th grade it's typical for Israeli students to go to Poland through school to see a camp.) It's one thing for Jewish youths to visit sites they've learned about and further internalize the lessons of what extreme, unchecked prejudice can lead to. It's another to teach the uneducated or already biased of the damage that prejudice can cause by taking them to Holocaust sites (or any genocide sites). This trip was like preaching to the choir. Like you say, its lessons need to be spread everywhere.

Date: Jul. 15th, 2008 06:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elynittria.livejournal.com
I agree with what everyone's been saying about how horrible the Holocaust was and how disturbing the remains of the camp are. However, I have to stand up for the Polish people, both then and now. Not every non-Jewish Pole was anti-Semitic or complicit in the Holocaust. As you note in your commentary, some Poles helped hide Jews. Granted, it wasn't the majority of the population, but one has to remember that the entire country was under a brutal occupation and that all Poles were looked upon as subhuman and therefore eminently disposable for the least infraction of the rules. It must have been rough to live under constant threat of death, and taking action or speaking out against what was going on must have taken tremendous courage.

Just consider what's going on today regarding the United States' treatment of illegal immigrants, suspected terrorists, and "detainees." This country has officially condoned torture, and there are no protests in the streets. Years from now, history will probably condemn us too.

Date: Jul. 15th, 2008 07:10 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] bironic.livejournal.com
Funny, I said almost the same thing just now in a conversation with my boss, with Darfur added in the mix. I hope what I've written in these posts does not imply censure on the Polish people as a whole for what they did or did not do during the war. I think it's impossible to know how one oneself would act in such a situation, when one's life is on the line, and so it is unfair to pass judgment on others.

Still, and please correct me if I'm wrong, I think the consensus is that Poland as a whole has historically had a high degree of antisemitism, which helped contribute to many people's complicity to what happened to the Jews among them during the war. In addition to the famous quote about "first they came for the ___ and I did nothing because I was not a ___" -- that people may have been grateful the Germans were after someone else (first).

Date: Jul. 15th, 2008 08:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] elynittria.livejournal.com
Yes, Poland (like most eastern European countries) had a high degree of antisemitisim prior to WWII, but I don't think that automatically equates to "complicity" so much as to complacency. And I think complacency is the default human response to anything that does not directly affect one's self or one's closest family members at the moment.

The problem with tours such as this one is that they seem to be perpetuating feelings of hatred rather than helping people get past them: as you pointed out, quite a few of the people on the tour ended up hating Poland. But Poland was not responsible for building or running the camps. (BTW, I don't really blame the German people as a whole, either. I don't believe in collective guilt.)

Date: Jul. 15th, 2008 09:43 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] bell
Not sure why, but the one of the woman's bunk made me tear up.

Thanks for sharing the more personal side of the experience, in this post (more than the photos, I was curious about how people would act/react). Hearing about the girl who found out her own family had family who'd died in gas vans was.... upsetting.

Date: Jul. 18th, 2008 11:22 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] nicocoer.livejournal.com
Thank you for all the pictures- I'll prolly never get to go myself. *wibbles*

(also, got your postcard! Thank you!)

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