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On the phone with my mother a while back, I mentioned how nice German sounds. She said she finds it too guttural. Since I used to think the same thing, I said maybe she associates it with all those brusque, crazed WWII speeches, and she just hasn't heard the right person speaking German. I was thinking specifically of Thomas Kretschmann, who has one of the smokiest, sexiest voices I've ever encountered.

So when [livejournal.com profile] pun, [livejournal.com profile] no_detective and I ended up talking about accents and languages when I saw them a few weeks ago and one of them repeated my mother's sentiments, I went straight for YouTube and we found this interview. Ja? They were convinced.

Last night I went back for more and found a second one for you. (Look, [livejournal.com profile] no_detective, another behind-the-scenes video of a photo shoot.) If you don't have patience for the whole thing, he comes in at about 1:00, 1:40 and 2:50—and his voice joins him about five seconds later. I also enjoyed one of his English interviews, which are more common on YouTube, when he appeared on the Jimmy Kimmel show in December and recapped his life story. (Highlights include Kimmel establishing that East Germany is no longer a country and not knowing how to convert kilometers to miles, and Kretschmann saying his hands are girlish but defending the manliness of "other parts.") And so on, blah blah.

Point is—second point is—that after surfing around for more clips and remembering exactly how attractive I find this man, something clicked in my head. Thomas Kretschmann/John Sheppard. Or rather, Thomas Kretschmann character/John Sheppard. Except I can't think of a character he's played who could cross over with SGA; they're all Nazis except for the CGI future sci fi guy and Dr. Frankenstein and the serial killer, etc. Which, God help me, made me seriously consider writing RPS Thomas/Joe Flanigan. Because there's too much hot there not to be exploited.

And similarities! They could connect over sports (TK was an Olympic-caliber swimmer, and obviously still stays fit; JF/JS likes climbing and surfing and so forth) and wearing t-shirts inappropriate for their age and chain necklaces (see also: second interview link) and big watches and being hot and come on, the hair. Rodney could not keep himself from mentioning the hair if he were to see the two of them together.




ETA: Something more serious that was hiding beneath that post.

Being Jewish, I did grow up with a keen awareness of the Holocaust and that the German government at the time was to blame for it. I remember disliking the sound of the German language because of all the recorded speeches we watched in history and religious education classes.

I also remember sitting at the seder table one Passover and deciding that I hated Egyptians because their ancestors had enslaved my ancestors. Or thinking about deciding to hate them, anyway. (Which was hard, because I loved learning about ancient Egypt. But that's beside the point.) But then in the haggadah there was a lesson about not carrying a grudge, about bestowing forgiveness for past wrongs, and about not holding an entire people responsible for the actions of a few -- or possibly I'm mixing that last part up with Holocaust education, but the moral is the same.

So I immediately dropped my half-fake grudge against Egypt, and at about that time, I also opened up to German language and culture. Which is when I found that I liked it quite a bit. Or I quickly learned to like it quite a bit. By college I was watching a lot of German movies and loving how I could pick up words and phrases because of the language's similarity to English. Before, I'd had no interest. And I fell in love with voices and bodies like Thomas Kretschmann's.

Then there comes another problem, towards the opposite end of the spectrum: should I feel guilty that I'm deriving shallow, sensual pleasure from characters who represent the very soldiers and politicians who perpetrated the Holocaust? Do I run the risk of too easily embracing something that caused irreparable harm in the past? Is it a kind of betrayal? That gets into very sticky territory -- perhaps the same kind that you enter when you find yourself "enjoying" reading/watching/hearing Holocaust narratives. I think it's all right, though. I have the history in mind, always. I don't love the voice of a Nazi character without that qualifier. I'm glad to have the dual perspective, mourning the harm that was done but being able to love the culture for what is good.

Date: Jun. 21st, 2009 12:57 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] ignazwisdom.livejournal.com
I remember once seeing a post in fandom secrets (?) that was basically someone 'fessing up to having a Nazi fetish.

I think as long as you don't have a fetish for people in Nazi uniforms, you're in the clear.

And if you DO develop a fetish for people in Nazi uniforms, I think your Jewishness probably makes it okay.

If I develop a fetish for people in Nazi uniforms, there might be trouble. I'd probably have to make large donations to the JDL to make up for it.

Date: Jun. 21st, 2009 01:02 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] bironic.livejournal.com
Well, if that were ever the case, you would need to sit down and seriously think about whether there exists a difference in your head between "Nazis on screen in fiction" and "Nazis who existed in the '30s and '40s (and now)." And you'd probably find that there was.

Date: Jun. 21st, 2009 01:18 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] ignazwisdom.livejournal.com
Well, yeah. And I think that's what our mysterious friend who may or may not have been in F!S was saying, that she had a thing for fictional cinema Nazis (or rather anime Nazis, I think it was--apparently this is a thing in anime? IDK). But it's still potentially problematic? Maybe?

Fortunately all of my weird fetishes are just weird.

Date: Jun. 21st, 2009 01:00 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] roga.livejournal.com
I haven't seen Valkyrie yet, but I do agree that you in particular, in any case, are always very much aware of history. I had the same recoil/hesitancy towards German and Germany that you describe here, especially toward the language. The biggest things that got me to come around were (a) the film Walk on Water (link to the film, since I don't remember if you've seen it), which featured the first German and German-speaking characters I can remember sympathizing with, (b) having German/German-speaking LJ friends, and (c) the fact that my mom cannot stand the German language or the thought of travelling to Germany, which always struck me as extreme and made me go devil's advocate.

Also, hey, thanks for the links at the top! I hadn't known the actor, but he definitely brings sexiness into the language.

Actually, I felt exactly the same way about Arabic -- thought it was a pretty ugly and scary language, until I heard it spoken in The Band's Visit; throughout the whole movie, really, and in this scene in particular. Small town loser Papi asks the visiting Egyptian Haled what it's like to sleep with a woman, and Haled replies, "I can tell you, but only in Arabic." The actor, Saleh Bakri, is so sexy it's ridiculous. I still have no idea what he actually said there, but I want him to say it to me.

Date: Jun. 21st, 2009 01:09 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] bironic.livejournal.com
Ha! Come talk to me about the sensuality of the pure aesthetics of listening to languages we don't understand (http://bironic.livejournal.com/18373.html) sometime.

Thank you for the link, too -- I haven't seen that movie, although possibly you've told me about it? -- and for sharing your thoughts.

Not to make light of things, but maybe diplomacy could start to make use of attractive actors to heal rifts between cultures that have been taught to hate each other!

Date: Jun. 21st, 2009 01:14 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] bell
I think as long as you have the awareness that you shouldn't... idealize? these historical figures, you'll be okay. You're aware of the wrongs they committed, but you also know other aspects about them-- and I believe that being more informed is always better than blind hatred.

And if we were going to write off every culture for having done wrong... I don't think we'd have any cultures left!

Date: Jun. 21st, 2009 07:28 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] bironic.livejournal.com
True fact!

I also found it funny that we both posted about our embarrassment over considering an RPS pairing. :)

Date: Jun. 21st, 2009 09:10 pm (UTC)
bell: rory gilmore running in the snow in a fancy dress (pinkslip)
From: [personal profile] bell
Hey! I said the House cast RPF, not RPS pairing. XXD Because if I were going to slash any of them, it'd be HL and RSL, and the thought of that squicks me out so bad with guilt that I don't go there. Other fans are welcome to do what they want; my own personal comfort levels are okay with reading about real people's platonic relationships, but not with adding a sexual element. It's why I haven't been able to read most of the House-related RPF so far...!

Date: Jun. 21st, 2009 09:13 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] bell
And, in case it sounded that way, I'm not snapping at you: I'm flailing at myself. :D

Date: Jun. 22nd, 2009 12:24 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] bironic.livejournal.com
:) No worries. Your smiley made the tone clear. Sorry to have negligently confused the F with the S, though!

Date: Jun. 21st, 2009 09:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] poorfrances.livejournal.com
Thomas Kretschmann also played the captain of the ship in the King Kong remake. I profess an ignorance of SGA, but if it's a time travel show you could make use that character (set in the 1930s). He wasn't a baddie in that movie.

Date: Jun. 22nd, 2009 12:23 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] bironic.livejournal.com
True, and he had some nice scruff going there. Plus, ship captain, and Sheppard on SGA is a helicopter pilot. Alas, SGA is set in current time. But I will find a way. *is determined*

Date: Jun. 22nd, 2009 05:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] no-detective.livejournal.com
Wow. That is one gorgeous man with a gorgeous voice. And the photo shoot is so brazenly sexualizing him! *applauds*

Re: second part of your post, I come from at once a similar and very different cultural background. My country was occupied by the Germans in WWII, my grandparents lived through it, and our studied history was always interwoven with very personal and physical reminders of the war all around us - from the family albums at home to the town monuments to the field trips to mass graves of WWII victims, many of whom were related to our families. (Of course, there was also quite a system of representational history in place, nation-wide, and with it came quite a bit of fetishization of this history; it's difficult not to with the sheer scope of suffering and destruction our nation endured in WWII - except when it grew into victimization fetish, and that's a whole other set of problems.) As is the way with the reality of surviving, we basically incorporated this living past into our understanding of life - and moved on. This is why I sometimes consider other cultures to be rather... well, innocent: there's a big difference between theorizing that, under the "right" circumstances, man is wolf to man - and knowing it - and then also knowing that life goes on. It's a matter of philosophy, not just a history lesson.

Anyway, once this point sunk in, it became clear to me (and many others) that violence is not unique; history is not just WWII; and there is a difference between past (the reality) and history (the retelling of the past in its many forms). Life is ambiguous, and so are the most extreme of its events. This knowledge, and the scope of this perspective, enables people to see this ambiguity - and more importantly, to FEEL IT. But I think sometimes representation gains too much importance, especially for people who don't have the personal in addition to symbolic in their experience of the past. I see this very often in the younger generations back home, actually; if I'd been born a generation later, I would not have had the same scope of experience - the grandparents would be gone, the schools would not teach in such personal ways, and the connection with national history would be done through representations rather than recognition of own past. And, since these generations' experience of WWII happens through symbols and vicarious traumatization, they attach greater meaning to representations - because they are the emotional trigger. Personally, I have zero guilt over enjoying German media or language or even WWII movies, because they are so clearly separate from the reality of my past as a Serb. If I were younger, though, I doubt that would be the case.

Well, that was rambly. Remind me not to post comments to super-interesting entries after 1am.

Date: Jun. 22nd, 2009 03:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] no-detective.livejournal.com
OK, so I've been thinking about this post (and my reply to it) this morning and realized the comment above might come across as offensive; I mean, of course you get the ambiguity. (Duh.) And also, beyond just our individual experiences, OF COURSE learning from representational history is meaningful (otherwise it would be a waste of time and we'd never learn from our own past), and this comment does not imply that you, or anyone else ambivalent about enjoying German media, lack(s) the personal connection to your/their history (that was a tangent caused by the recent news I've been getting from home). I think we have very similar backgrounds in that respect, actually, though I can't remember if we'd ever discussed it.

Eh, complex issues are complex. But I'm curious about all this; is it the sort of thing you'd care to talk about at some point? You know, when we get tired of debating the finer merits of gay porn and tentacles and such.

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