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These are the last days of my Golden Year, and in fact it has been golden. I quit a job that was slowly destroying me, took a big trip to new places, spent a year at MIT with some wonderful people, met and solidified friendships with a few LJers, and am embarking on a different career path. That last is frightening, but it's invigorating too.

I don't think tomorrow itself will be of much note, other than my dad and his girlfriend are driving down for dinner, but it's been a wonderful week leading up to it, and speaking broadly, I'm in a good place in life right now. Never mind that after next month I have no idea where I'll be living or working (or whether I'll be working), or that I'm now at an age I barely visualized when I was a teenager (back when I thought fifteen was the peak of existence), and have no idea if I'm living up to my own expectations about the speed of life's progress. Was I supposed to have a steady boyfriend by now, and a career, and a home? I have none of those; but whether it's justified or tenuous, I'm more deeply satisfied than I've been in a long time.

The rest of today is free. I'd like to write something, but I don't know what. Maybe will poke around with a vid, which uses a different part of the storytelling brain. Speaking of vids, this one by the incredibly talented [livejournal.com profile] newkidfan that I just came across this morning is beautiful: Language (SGA, John, gen)

Date: Jul. 26th, 2009 02:32 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] bironic.livejournal.com
I hope I can keep it up after the structure and pace of school is done.

Thank you for being here along the way. *hug*

Date: Jul. 27th, 2009 04:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] purridot.livejournal.com
You're a fun person through whom to live vicariously!

(er, I think that is grammatically correct)

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